This Is Very Much Personal To Me…before I Was Entering For My Post Graduation,i Was Working.there I Met A Pe?

This is very much personal to me…before i was entering for my post graduation,i was working.There i met a person who is my collegues frnd.He started loving me from the day he saw me(that is wat we stupidedly call as ‘love at first sight’).He proposed me but i didnt replied anything.after 3 days frm his proposal i have to leave for my college hostel.he came nearby my house with his frnd who was my collegue in car the day when i have to leave,he said he will drop me ..he droped me to the hostel for which it takes 6 hrs journey.we started in the morning and reached hostel in evening.In the meanwhile he cried and told me that he loves me a lot.I was very innocent those days and believe everyone,but i said i will think and let him,he tried to kiss me but i avoided.Then in the night i got a call from my collegue and his girlfrnd (both of them were my collegue) as to accept his proposal.They just told me to say yes to him,i did the same…he called me after my collegues call and i said ok.From that day the situation became like i was in a position were i have to obey all his words..if not …then iam the only person to cry and i did that too.He use to come to my college to pick and drop,then one day he told me divide the destination as it charges high for his petrol.he is not educated,he lied to me for that as he is doing multimedia but no.Then he lied to me as he is just 6 mths younger to me..but he is 1 and half yr younger then me.Ok the situation was for this i cant neglect him.Meanwhile the first day of my college i saw my classmate who looked very handsome..i just use to sight him….thats it and i heard that he is having a lover.Then me and my classmates in second year became very close frnd..he is a very nice guy..not only his frns says like that but the whole college says as he is very gentle.I think i felt in love with him on the first day itself but didnt realised it due to the person introduced by my collegue. Between that 1 and half years, the person who loved me called me to his place to stay with him and with my collegues.And with the compulsion of my collegues i went,we were myself,mylover(that time),my collegue and his lover.Four of us stayed together.That time he done everything with me,i refused for sexual contacts.Then i dont no wat happend to him he started refusing my calls..i cried almost 6 months for him but he didnt came back..ya he gone and i heard that he is having an affair with some other girl.Then wat i started to forget him,but that devil came back again and he cried,my heart melted for him and again for a night we stayed together and had everything except the same sex(i refused).Iam still virgin.I cried the next morning very badly and he too and he told me that he will never leave me hereafter..but the words …fly like a word….that was the time i heard that my frns love also got destroyed…she went with some other guy…my frnd cried in front of me…..the days gone like that…for 6 more months..then the time came for project in bangalore….i proposed my frnd and he accepted for that after a year.Now we are living very happily together…he is ther in bangalore and iam in chennai now.We are working and stil loving each other.Now my problem is my xlover called me once to my home…and told me that he loves me…and told me that he never had an affair with anyone..those are all lies..i told him that iam married…but in real i was not…and he said he will never disturb me hereafter.Now i remember about my past…and want to talk to him…and want him to say…as he is not gud now a days…whether i should call him.I havent told anything about the relationships we had before to my lover.He just know that he was my xlover.wat i have to do.My lover is very gud in nature and character..he is really superb and i think iam lucky..but my heart wants me to call my xlover to hear that.what i have to do…pls suggest..whether i have to call him or neglect.I havent told to my lover this matter.wat to do pls help.